Some of you might not find this interesting but a friend
sent this to me and I had to share. He said for him, this is as close to
“spirituality” as he gets. And I just love Neil DeGrasse Tyson!
I’m on a website called tudiabetes that is basically a
support community for people with diabetes. I joined a group on the site called
“Diabetics with Cancer” recently and have been messaging a woman back and forth
who has had symptoms similar to the ones I had before they found my tumor. She
was worried that she might also have cancer and felt the doctor she talked to
wasn’t taking her seriously. I’ve been telling her as much as I can about my
symptoms and the whole process that I went through to find out I have cancer. I
heard back from her and she finally got her cat scan and it looks like she
might have a mass near her uterus. I sincerely hope that it is benign and not
cancerous. I’m glad though that I could give her the information I have collected
from my experiences because when I was trying to Google everything I was
learning as I was finding it out after the doctors found my mass, I didn’t get much
useful or personal information. So I feel like it’s a happy coincidence that we
came across each other!
So I finished the first season of Weeds on Netflix and I’ve
gotten really into it. One of the characters on the show finds out she has
breast cancer and starts doing a lot of crazy things, like flashing a teenage
boy and cheating on her husband. I started to think maybe I should take a cue
from her. Well, sort of... I don’t mean I want to do insane things that I will
regret. I mean I should take more risks and go on more adventures. Live life to
the fullest. All that cheesy shit. An example: when I get back to school I want
to look into the semester abroad programs. I want to visit other countries and
may not get any more chances in life, so I’m going to look into how well financial
aid will cover this. Last semester I took some information about a month in
Spain during the summer to learn more Spanish, but I never followed through
because it seemed like a “scary” experience in some ways because I would be
away from everything and everyone familiar. But that is just one thought that
is rolling around in my head :-)
I’m too tired to think of what else I wanted to write about
so that’s it for the day. Goodnight!
Go abroad! it is the best thing I have done! Hope you are feeling stronger now when a few days have passed from the chemo. Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteI want to go abroad! Sweden would be at the top of the list! :-)
DeleteI have been feeling a bit better each day!